Stop and think!
Hello there :)
Ok so i should use my blog more instead of writing on Facebook :)
Some people told me they stop follow me because i talk so mush about drugs.
I will keep talk about it on Facebook, and it might pop up something here if it just fits somehow.
And please everyone, don't judge me because of drugs.
I am not addicted at all, but sometimes it is really fun to take some and sometimes is it fun to take if often and a lot :p
It will all get explained here later on ;P
Ok let me update you about the coolest time in my life for sure :o
Ok this will be quite long i think but its worth reading, a lot has happened, but hmm i start with that i read that i talked about flensburg and drinking with the alcoholics.
After some weeks in Flensburg i sat down at the harbor and made food with my gas kitchen,
A lady stopped and looked at me for some seconds before she said "do you need any money?"
I say yes ofc, and she gave me 10 euro and gave me her blessings before she left, so beautiful and kind lady :)
And here comes the cool part ;)
I go along the harbor side when i see another guy i met before, he lives like me to :)
Anyway he told me about "luftschloss fabric" (Air castle factory) and we walked there.
I had the 10 euro so i asked someone there if they could sell me a small part of their own.
And i found one, omg that girl.
I was stunned by hear beauty and i love her childish and caring side, it was a wonderful experience to have.
But i am me :p
We was open about it and talked and she takes it good even if she could not reply it :)
If you read this my lady, Huggies :>
Anyway i come to this place, i was stunned about how amazing and perfect it was.
If you click on this link you see a photo of OUR place :D!
Most people lives in their own caravans, trailers and house cars but i just took any free corner that was free and crashed there every night :P
I have been there a total of 8 month, and i even rejected the offer to get a shitty trailer but totally ok if you clean it.
But i don't want a home!
Then i have to work on it, clean it.
And i can't fill a trailer with my gear, its a tent with my jacket+ blanket in,
It will be so empty!
Then what, do i have to work a couple of hours to afford a nice crystal vas or something that does = absolutely nothing.
Why all this stupid stuffs?
ooh i must have a home to put all my stuff.
Buy new house cis to many stuff.
Need to work a lot of hours to fill that home up with crystal vases.
A blanket is all i need at this time.
But crystal vas?
Dond spend money and work time to buy a crystal vas, donate those money, they more then the vas will do while being looked at sometimes.
But anyway, this place, WOOW.
woooow xD
It is a "squat".
It is when people take over some abandoned buildings/area and make their own society :)
The girl i fell in love with sat with me later at the evening and talked in the skateboard hall and i told her,
"I never want to leave", she said "you don't have to leave :o"
I was stuck there long :P
We have a studio, a good kitchen, bar, koncert and skateboard hall.
We get all food from containers behind supermarkets, and we are all alive :P
Soooo mush food is being thrown away, you have no idea,
FRESH fucking GOOD food and POOR people can EAT to STAY ALIVE!
But yes the first 3 month i just sat in the main room where we had a big fireplace but i mostly didn't use it, the fireplace to save wood.
I was fine in my sleeping bag with the laptop in the hand :P
One day Mr Logge goes in and steals the internet!
They thought i was addicted to gaming, and YES i am totally, but i can deal with it and play sometimes.
Anyway they all said they i sit to mush at the computer, after all, i sat like that for 3 month.
Most people didn't dare to ask me for help but i would help anyone always who asks me for help, so i got the reputation to be lazy (puff, the word lazy doesn't come close to this
After like 24 hours without internet and many stress power walks i realized that fuck, i am realy addicted.
I was supposed to travel around the world and i got stuck sitting playing League of Legends på laptop pen.
I sold my go pro sh 2 and the laptop cheap the same day, i think it was 48 euro and a pizza.
I didnt care about the price at that point, i just wanted to get away my elecrig gear and stop play games.
It worked :)
All nerds, sell you computer ;)
But anyway without the computer i started to do stuff.
For the first time in my life i have a feeling that i want to work and make this place fine.
Sure i only do it when someone ask for help, otherwise i try to hide from moving :P
But Luftschloss was my home.
I have never realy felt at home inside and it is not because of trouble, i just don't like living like that :P
Luftschloss was my sanctuary, where i realy felt free and at home.
Living there for 8 month was a realy good experience.
You can imagine how many cool people who come there and drink a beer and two, i learn so mush talking to those people who was here :)
We who live there are anarchists/hippies so there is realy lovely people there and their friends.
Then i had the thought that i should continue the journey, i can't live in a town like flensburg all my life, i get bored and stresst out after 3-4 month (always 3 month is my usual deadline, then i start to think about it.
But yes, i said good bye to them and took my backpack and left.
I am not ashamed or anything saying this.
But holy shit maaan awww……
As fast as my body had passed the gate i understood that i will not live there anymore.
I cried so mush, realy, 20 minutes walk and just cried and cried.
Man i LOVE that place wow, realy, the idea of it and the people there!
But yes ok i don't remember all details about this trip, was kind of drunk all the time.
Because this is SO COOL that they manage to do like this.
I cam to Hannover and just asked some punchers where a homeless man can get a meal and shower.
I asked if i could sit down and they said ofc.
This is AFA (anti faschisk aktion).
They are the hardcore antinazis.
I was there just drinking beer with them and they offered me a place to sleep next to some kind of "mother of the punker" :>
Homeless lady but very kind.
She beg up to buy food and she share it with for example me quite often.
She has no money, but she sit and beg extra time just to be able to share food.
Now that is a mother in my opinion :P
She is so lovely :)
Hope she fix a home soon, she can't runt around with her whatever name it has, that they walk with with wheels and where they can sit.
She is very old, grey hair and stuff.
Not fair that she is homeless :/
But i have no idea what she can have done to deserve this, might be a psycho all of sudden who kills people :P
Well Hannover was a very good spontan stop.
I drank with the punchers and they are realy cool all of them.
But now listen, this is so cool.
There is a main street that are divided i two, both sides are also divided into two.
The punkers group up and spread out, and 4 people all of sudden stand with tin cups and start to beg money.
I thought like are they creasy, we are pissdrunk and drinking, why would people give us money.
But damn they actually get money, and the think is, they have done this for…….
8 years without any problem :o
The more money you get in the cup the stronger alcohol do we buy xD :P :P :P
One of the punkers, a realy nice, kind and cool guy invited me to follow him home a drink some.
But apparently we are going to a hardcore punker koncert!!!!^
Party time!
I have been a kind of a "punker", and i love the music.
Hardcore is realy realy aggresiv and i felt that i have to show the germans how to do a real moshpit (moshpit is when you start to push each other and dance and jump around to the music, you might get a punch or get knocked down or tripping.
But even thoe it seems realy aggressive, we take care of each other.
If someone goes down in the floor everyone stops and help that person up fast, throw her into the moshpit and the hell continues ;P
I got one warning for being to aggresiv in the moshpit, i threw people and just waved my arm and slapped everyone i saw.
Then i got a second and the last warning because i threw a guy into the speakers so i knocked down two expensive speakers… was kinda bad of ne…. but shit i was aggressive in that one ;)
Swetty as hell and lost my glasses somewhere but i found them in a pile of glass.
Someone comes and i ask if he has a joint to seek (i didn't have money right then, but i asked so i could fix)
He gives me a cookie and say "i baked them myself" and i took a bite.
Realy good, i took a second bite…. wait a little….. i taste……….stoned.
And he say ok 3 euro and i said ow wait i didn't have anything on me.
And he said "wtf is this guy, get him out of here", and he took the half cookie back :<
I know i was piss drunk and annoying, but it was a hardcore punker concert with german antifa people
I lived in hannover some weeks, no idea how long realy, can't remember that.
But yeah, i hanged with those punkers for at least 3 weeks.
At one point i was with some other stoners and begged together when i got realy ill.
The fever starts to go up, i have to run to the toilet several times until one point where i was so knocked out.
Realy i was so sick that i could not, and i had to piss in my pants twice just because i littertly could not move.
I just was on the ground for 30 hours and felt just shit.
They begged up money for medicine and i was all fine after a day or two.
That was crazy sick, i could not move and blääää i hate being sick since you can't realy do something ro speed up the healing process :P
Well after the fever i got my clothes washed and i took a shower and took my backpack and went to the roads again
This time i had a goal, a mission!
One of my best friends back in the day had a small euro tour with his band "kall" (worth checking out if you like stoner and metal :P.
So i decided to hitchhike there to see him but it is quit far.
So i went towards "Groningen" in the neither lands.
One our before they are going to open, i arrive :D
But i drank two bottle of red whine on 1 hours because i was w8ting and was bored and exited.
Then they opened, i explained that i have hitchhike about 500km to see my friend, please let me.
Then i went for faghunter mode and saw Grälliboy.
I had not met him on like 5-6 years, it was so fun se him again that i just hugged him, wrestle him down fast and just blocked the stairs and hugged ;)
Well those two bottle of whine kicked in hard on me when i mixed it with good weed and more alcohol.
I passed out in the band room over their alcohol before my friend played -.-
Well, neatherland with amsterdam and legal cannabis in coffeeshops.
When you hear neatherland, what do you think?
Amsterdam right?
You think of hippies everywhere and stuff like that because it is legal.
WRONG
It is the most aaah, i miss words.
Everyone looked perfect
Everyone looked like they say on high horses.
When i come walking with my tent etc people stared me to death.
You can'y beg or play music on the street and they lock in their throwaway food.
Four days without food and no one picks you up when trying to hitch hike.
Eventualy i found a lovely friend who western union over 20 euro to the bus, but it fucked up cuz i only gave 1 last name…
Back to the library angry as shit and start to hunt for help when mom logged in and bought the ticket :P
I won't go back to Groningen at least, maybe try amsterdam later, but i have bad wibes about this country.
Well then i decided that i should go back to luftschloss fabric and recharge the batteries :P
But i stayed some month more, 4?
Then one morning about 1 month ago, i looked out from the window to se what the day can offer.
5 o'clock, the sun is rising, no clouds AND the water was like a picture of a mirror.
It was a perfect day to start a hitch hike back to sweden and say hello now when i have beeb away bait :P
But i might go up to the most north in sweden and se how "samerna" are doing :)
I have some same blood in me so it would be a fun adventure :D
Now i am in Uppsala and i just had a realy great party :D
One guy i added long ago on Facebook to see if it was the person i thought he was, but he was not that guy.
But i didn't take away the friend thingy and just let it be, he make peaceful and nice posts :)
Now i got to Uppsala and was not prepared that it was going to this party :p
He just invited me from Facebook to a party when i asked if anyone knew some.
I went there and was the first there to help the dj.
We putted up the party tent, flowers, big candles, small candles, cool people, peaceful people :)
And i was going to collect some recycle cans when a guy asked what i did, i explained and he told me to come with him.
He was a nice person so why not, i don't realy need the can money, just a fun thing :P
OW! And also something fun :P
I cleaned everything for the party, and i collected the flowers.
Then i ran up to anyone i saw and said "Sorry don't take this to weird, i just want to give you flowers, and remind you athat if you judge a judger, doesn't that make you a hypocrite?
Hehe, everyone got happy and promised to put the flowers in water to remember my word of wisdom :P
And now i am here!
We did it, we made 8 month in a speed run :P
So now we have to wait before i write again ;)
But i hope the text explained all the important videos :P