Hello everyone :D!
Im back to Sweden!
And im right now in Malmö again :)
I realy wanted to meet with him since im going to travel away, but he had to work far away so we couldnt meet.
But since it took so long time in christiania i felt like i can go back and visit him now when his home :)
So time for a little bit nerish, hardcore style!
If his girlfriend allowes that ;P
But she seems like a cool girl ^^
I bet she can find something to do on her own while we no-life some hours ^^
Its nice to be out of christiania accualy, i loved that place but damn i smoke alot.
Next mission is to pass Copenhagen without entering the Chriss when i travel away from sweden again ;P
I dont know, but i could feel in the air that i changed from danmark to sweden.
Danish people are clearly more happier on the outside.
We swedish people can ofc also be happy, but everyone is so stiffed and cant show it.
If your happy, share it with the world so the world can respond.
You can be happy by yourself, but its so lame :<
Well im going to be social here for abit!
Then the travel should start again ^^
Love you all as always, and thanks for following here :)
Hope you can find some joy even if this will be a little wierd blog.
Not sure how many others homeless scavangers who blog about their life :P
But it might be fun for someone who have succeded here in life, to see how the other side is doing ^^
But once agian, its my own decision to do this, so dont pity me.
I would hate this site if i knew people are feeling pity for me.
Specialy my family!
I love you guys, even tho i have never used thoose words load for soo many years!
I hope you ALL can come to a point where you can see it with my eyes.
I feel happy, i feel like an adventerur.
Even without food for several days and walking around in rain its still awesome and worth it!
Please accept this and i hope i will have some fun this trip :)!
Congratulation to my little sister Jezzie who is having her 7'th Birthday today!
Im back to Sweden!
And im right now in Malmö again :)
I realy wanted to meet with him since im going to travel away, but he had to work far away so we couldnt meet.
But since it took so long time in christiania i felt like i can go back and visit him now when his home :)
So time for a little bit nerish, hardcore style!
If his girlfriend allowes that ;P
But she seems like a cool girl ^^
I bet she can find something to do on her own while we no-life some hours ^^
Its nice to be out of christiania accualy, i loved that place but damn i smoke alot.
Next mission is to pass Copenhagen without entering the Chriss when i travel away from sweden again ;P
I dont know, but i could feel in the air that i changed from danmark to sweden.
Danish people are clearly more happier on the outside.
We swedish people can ofc also be happy, but everyone is so stiffed and cant show it.
If your happy, share it with the world so the world can respond.
You can be happy by yourself, but its so lame :<
Well im going to be social here for abit!
Then the travel should start again ^^
Love you all as always, and thanks for following here :)
Hope you can find some joy even if this will be a little wierd blog.
Not sure how many others homeless scavangers who blog about their life :P
But it might be fun for someone who have succeded here in life, to see how the other side is doing ^^
But once agian, its my own decision to do this, so dont pity me.
I would hate this site if i knew people are feeling pity for me.
Specialy my family!
I love you guys, even tho i have never used thoose words load for soo many years!
I hope you ALL can come to a point where you can see it with my eyes.
I feel happy, i feel like an adventerur.
Even without food for several days and walking around in rain its still awesome and worth it!
Please accept this and i hope i will have some fun this trip :)!
Congratulation to my little sister Jezzie who is having her 7'th Birthday today!
I hope you have a good birthday and that dad's wallet is crying over the presents you deserv!
I must say im sorry to my family here, because this is a blog about my life.
Since i decided not to try to make a docemetary about every kind of person and changed my plans to "Just travel around and have fun".
I have many years yet to live, i can waste a few more like this :)
But yeah im sorry because i will be realy honest here, and you have the option to not read.
But i will be realy honest with everything i think etc, both as a diary to have to later and to show other people how this side of the world works.
If you dont wanna read about my life while im picking in garbage for food and cans, and writing a blog in one or another drug freenzy etc, then find another blog :>
Just please be aware that im happy and i dont regret anything.
Dad i wish i could stay home and keep my work, get a wife, get some kids and volvoes and buy a big house where you could visit and see my progress.
Making you proad is one of the few things that could keep my head above the line betwean being a fucked up junkie to accualy be the nice guy i am today.
I so many times wanted to fuck up my life completly like i saw everyone else do, but i always had your face in my head.
So i never started to rage out completly, but i could be strong enough to be a fun party guy who just lived on the streets.
Also it hurts my heart alot that i didnt give you a goodbye hug...
It felt so wierd saying good bye to you, mostly because i know that you realy dont udnerstand what im doing and why im doing it.
I bet you will be worried all the time etc again... just like before :<
One of the biggest bad trips i had was me sitting in an eternal space of your heads screaming in pain "where is my son", and i had that for many hours and cried.
It was at that moment i realy started to understand what i have done towards my family :<
And that is why i realy tried to have a job and home for you guys.
And i think that is where i failed...
I did it for you, i didnt feel any need that i did it for myself.
Im going to try this for me now
Love my family
Love my friends
Love my follwers
Love my human brothers and sisters!
With peace and love
//Freddy
I must say im sorry to my family here, because this is a blog about my life.
Since i decided not to try to make a docemetary about every kind of person and changed my plans to "Just travel around and have fun".
I have many years yet to live, i can waste a few more like this :)
But yeah im sorry because i will be realy honest here, and you have the option to not read.
But i will be realy honest with everything i think etc, both as a diary to have to later and to show other people how this side of the world works.
If you dont wanna read about my life while im picking in garbage for food and cans, and writing a blog in one or another drug freenzy etc, then find another blog :>
Just please be aware that im happy and i dont regret anything.
Dad i wish i could stay home and keep my work, get a wife, get some kids and volvoes and buy a big house where you could visit and see my progress.
Making you proad is one of the few things that could keep my head above the line betwean being a fucked up junkie to accualy be the nice guy i am today.
I so many times wanted to fuck up my life completly like i saw everyone else do, but i always had your face in my head.
So i never started to rage out completly, but i could be strong enough to be a fun party guy who just lived on the streets.
Also it hurts my heart alot that i didnt give you a goodbye hug...
It felt so wierd saying good bye to you, mostly because i know that you realy dont udnerstand what im doing and why im doing it.
I bet you will be worried all the time etc again... just like before :<
One of the biggest bad trips i had was me sitting in an eternal space of your heads screaming in pain "where is my son", and i had that for many hours and cried.
It was at that moment i realy started to understand what i have done towards my family :<
And that is why i realy tried to have a job and home for you guys.
And i think that is where i failed...
I did it for you, i didnt feel any need that i did it for myself.
Im going to try this for me now
Love my family
Love my friends
Love my follwers
Love my human brothers and sisters!
With peace and love
//Freddy